It feels exciting yet familiar to sit down and begin sharing my life on the internet.  I've been here before, but I've been away for several years.  There have been times when I thought I would start writing and blogging again, but I pushed the thought out of my mind or got busy with life.  My life is still busy, but it just feels like a good time to begin sharing.

In the past I wrote and shared erotic stories, poems, and thoughts.  I was newly single and divorced; I was in such a different place in life back then.  That's not to say that I may never visit that place again.  However, my first focus these days is towards health, both physical and mental.  As a woman, sexuality is a big part of who I am, but if I'm not feeling good about my body then I am not feeling sexy.

I have experienced an unhealthy relationship which led to a difficult divorce which dragged on and on even after all the paperwork was signed.  I hid myself away in an obese hibernation while m…